why?

The way you left doesn't make sense to me
what is the truth that I just can't see?
I obsess, ponder and scrutinize every last detail
but when it comes to finding answers, that where I fail
you left so much behind
the future you could have had blows my mind
your family, your friends, and of course myself and Joe
there's a truth there that we want to know
what really took place that night?
how could you plummet to your death from that height?
was was going through your head, what did you say?
when exactly did you figure out you weren't going to live to see another day?
why did God let you die to horribly?
why does such a nice guy have to have his life ended to tragically?
how could she do that to you?
what did she expect you to do?
she had to have known you were going to stop her or at least try
how could she let you go up there and die?
she should havce left you out of it and done it on her own
she should have died alone
but then that wouldn't be altogether true
because she didn't just also kill you
what about that innocent child she had inside?
the poor baby, before given the chance to live, died
I don;t understand, I want to know why?
WHy she pulled you down and why God let you die?