alone

Even when I'm surrounded I feel alone
I hide it though and try to have a happy tone
I try to pretend everything is just fine
but I scream inside for answers I just can't find
I want to trust again, I want to shed my fears
but every time I'm alone, I can't stop the tears
what's wrong with me, why am I like this?
what happened to the carefree child that I so miss?
It's like I'm stuck in a whirlwind, I'm down and I'm up
I'm just so tired of feeling stuck
someone please come rescue me from this pain
someone please help me stay sane
don't let the demons complete their wrath
don't let me follow them down the same old path
I'm scared, I'm lonely, I'm starting to fall
someone please remove the needles from this voodoo doll